Friday, September 21, 2007
9:46 PM
Title: TGIFnot
sometimes i just hate myself for having the lowest self esteem a person can have.
sometimes i just hate myself for crying at even the slightest things.
sometimes i just hate myself for giving up too easily.
sometimes i just hate myself for trying to fake a smile in front of people.
sometimes i just hate myself for being a bad girlfriend.
sometimes i just hate being me.
*screams and pulls hair
oh,forget the paragraph on top. school today was a bitch. i mentioned about me skipping school yesterday right? i seriously need to get things straight.
so.here goes.i wasn't in school thanks to the flu i got. &guess what? Ms A and Mdm V thought me and the gfs planned not to come to school together. i mean i didn't even know that they are not coming to school too. it so happens to be pure coincidence. like seriously.i didn't know that they skipped school too until i saw Hamsath online at 1000 plus. &Ms A and Mdm V was like questioning us like some most wanted criminals. ugh.super irritating,can? no offence by posting about this.but i seriously cant take it; people accusing us of nothing we did. okay,shut up now teeya.
the day was seriously suckish. so much for the last day of the school week. everything seem to go wrong. okay,i better disappear now.&my heart's in disguise; it's being masked up by you.
Fathiahhhhhhhhh:D